y2katalogue: The Tapes

Tape #43: “Say It Like You’ll Never See Me Again.”

Gwen and Milo walk to the pier in Battery Park, looking out at the water where the sun is currently setting. The orange color of the sun is reflecting on the water, looking over the Hudson River. Milo looks over at Gwen, looking out toward the water in awe.

Gwen: The water looks like a painting; how is this even real?

Milo: Have you never seen the sunset here before?

Gwen: *shakes head* I don’t really… go out and explore. I never seem to have the time to do something spontaneous for the day.

Gwen looks at Milo.

Gwen: This is the most spontaneous thing I’ve done, so I’m glad that I’m doing it with you.

Milo blushes. He looks out at the water before he says anything to Gwen.

Milo: Sometimes, it’s better to just do what you want to do, and not what you have to do.

Gwen: *teases* Is that your way of talking yourself out of doing homework?

Milo side eyes Gwen playfully as she laughs.

Milo: What I mean is school and band aren’t our complete lives, and I even have to say that about the band with my friends. It’s okay to want to do something else with some meaning.

Gwen: *confused* Meaning?

Milo: Like coming to the park to watch the sunset. Going to the pizza shop and getting that slice of pizza you were craving all day at school. Going to the movies and sneaking into rated R movies because you want to see the latest scary movie. Hanging out with your friends because it feels like you never get the chance to, because our busy lives get in the way, and—

Gwen: You enjoy their company.

Milo takes a moment to look at Gwen, nodding his head at Gwen’s response.

Gwen: The most important thing is that whatever you do with your time, you enjoy it.

Milo’s mind begins racing; it shows in the way he fidgets with his fingers.

Milo: Do you wish you had more time?

Gwen turns her head to Milo and scrunches her eyebrows. Milo’s face turns red, realizing just how inappropriate that came off.

Milo: *panics* I mean, like– I didn’t mean it like–

Gwen: I know.

Nothing is said for a moment. Both teens look away from each other, now seeming awkward.

Gwen: But to answer your question: yes. I do wish I had more time.

Milo turns his head to face Gwen, waiting for her to continue speaking.

Gwen: I’m glad that I have all these things keeping me busy, because it feels like I am making something out of the time I have. But I do wish that I had time to do things like this. Things that you remember years from now because they were special and… different.

Milo: And you will remember them years from now, and you’re going to have so many more moments like today.

Gwen smiles before sighing. Milo is sad that she doesn’t agree with him.

Gwen: Millions of people have cancer, Milo. Some people are living their last night alive tonight, while I’m here… breathing, walking, and living. I know one day I’ll be one of those people in a hospital bed, living my last night, knowing I’m not waking up the next day–

Milo: *stern* Gwen–

Gwen: *continues* And… I’ll accept it once that day comes.

Milo takes in the weight of Gwen’s words before responding. He can’t stop looking at her as he does. It begins to make her feel uncomfortable.

Gwen: What?

Milo: Nothing. It’s just… you’re seriously one of the strongest people I know.

Gwen: *scoffs* More like pessimistic…

Milo: *serious* I mean it, Gwen.

Gwen looks at Milo, noticing his eyebrows scrunched inwards, and his mouth is tight.

Milo: Sure, there are tons of people in this world who are going through what you’re going through, and possibly even worse. But people our age will take their hardships and think the world owes them something just because they think no one else has it as bad as they do. Someone our age will literally think it’s the end of the world because their divorced parents decided to get back together again, and think that the people around them should pity them just because it’s something that they assume to be the worst thing to happen to them. But you’re the total opposite. You’re literally the sweetest and kindest girl I have ever met, and you’re literally fighting for your life every single day. That makes you so fucking strong!

Gwen giggles at Milo’s enthusiasm; it eases Milo.

Gwen: *laughs* Okay, okay, Mr. Inspirational.

Milo smiles at Gwen’s soft giggle; his eyes are locked onto her. She notices, but doesn’t look away from Milo.

Gwen: Thank you.

Milo: I’m just speaking the truth–

Gwen: No, I mean… thank you for being so thoughtful and so kind. You’re… like no one I’ve ever met before.

Milo: I feel the same way.

Without any hesitation, both Gwen and Milo keep their eyes on each other, slowly moving their heads closer to each other. Their noses are practically touching before they both stop in their place. Their eyes move from each other’s lips to each other’s eyes.

Milo: *nervous* I… uhm…

Gwen: Say it.

Milo is caught off-guard as he looks at Gwen.

Milo: Huh?

Gwen: Say it like you’ll never see me again, Milo.

Milo takes a moment to look at Gwen. His skin feels numb, his nerves jumping in excitement. He singlehandedly never felt this feeling before. Before he can overthink things, he leans into Gwen, gently kissing her on the lips. Gwen accepts it, closing her eyes in the process.

Their lips gently separate after the kiss, and the two teens look at each other once it’s done. Nothing is immediately said.

Milo: *nervous* I… like you. Like… like-you like you. Like– like–

Gwen giggles as she holds Milos cheeks with her hands, leaning in to kiss him again. This time, the kiss is deeper than the first one. Milo is undoubtedly on cloud nine.

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Tape #42: Consequences for Your Actions.

Milo paces back and forth near the bus stop, sighing as he looks down at his cellphone. He sees various classmates walk out of the school; some in which he knows are in Jennifer’s 8th period class. He grows frustrated the longer he waits.

He immediately notices Nicki walking out of the school with Danny; he rolls his eyes as he walks away from the bus stop, knowing Nicki should know where Jennifer is.

Milo: Yo, Nic!

Nicki turns around and sees Milo. He walks over to her; she seems annoyed as she crosses her arms along her chest.

Nicki: If you’re here to talk shit about Pep, then–

Milo: *confused* Huh? No, I’m trying to find her.

Nicki’s face softens.

Nicki: She didn’t show up to 8th period?

Milo: I don’t know, but a bunch of her classmates in her 8th period class were already dismissed.

Nicki turns her head to the exit door, noticing the group of teens from that class hang out outside.

Milo: So, I’m guessing you don’t know where she is either…

Nicki: *sighs* The last time I saw her was at lunch, even though she did seem like she was in some sort of rush…

Milo sighs, growing more frustrated.

Milo: Perfect. I’m suppose to be staying with her and her family this week, and I have all my shit with me to bring to her place, and she’s nowhere to be found.

Nicki: I’m guessing she’s also not answering her messages on AIM either, huh?

Milo doesn’t answer; he continues to look around the area around the school until he notices someone else leaving the school. His face softens.

Milo: *sighs* I’m just gonna hang around until she answers me; if anything, I’ll just crash at my own place waiting for her.

Nicki sighs as she says goodbye to Milo for the day. They walk away from the school in different directions, but Milo is walking around the school, to meet up with Gwen.

Milo gets closer to where Gwen is standing; she finally notices him and waves.

Gwen: Hey, Milo; I thought you’d be half way home by now.

Milo: Yeah, about that…

Milo sighs; Gwen looks at him worried. He immediately notices the shift in her expression.

Milo: It’s nothing bad or anything, it’s just that my parents are out of town, which means I have to stay with Pep’s family for the time being, and she’s nowhere to be found.

Gwen: *annoyed* Oh.

Milo: Yeah… and Nicki hasn’t heard from her either, so–

Gwen: Nate wasn’t in 8th period today.

Milo and Gwen look at each other; nothing is said, but a mutual agreement is had.

Milo: Another day, another guy keeping her back.

Milo looks back at Gwen; she seems uncomfortable standing there. Milo sighs before he forces a smile.

Milo: She’s not my responsibility. *to Gwen* I was actually looking for you.

Gwen: Me? Why?

Milo: Well, since I have no way getting home, I was wondering if you wanted to hang out. Of course, if you don’t have your practices to go to.

Gwen: *teases* So, a rebound hang out?

Milo gets flustered as Gwen giggles.

Gwen: I’m totally joking. Of course we can hang out.

Milo smiles at Gwen and starts to walk away from the school.

Milo and Gwen continue walking down the streets of Manhattan before they finally get to Central Park. They walk until they find a vacant beach in the middle of the path, sitting down and placing down their bags next to them.

Gwen: Going on this walk wasn’t the greatest idea considering we have our instruments today.

Milo: Thankfully it’s violins and not, like a huge cello.

Gwen nods to agree. Milo clears his throat and looks around the area.

Milo: It’s so nice out here, it’s about time that we got some sunny days this month.

Gwen: Do you usually come to the park when it’s nice like this?

Milo: *shakes head* I’m usually stuck in some sort of practice.

Milo fidgets with his hands; Gwen takes note.

Gwen: Is everything okay?

Milo looks up and forces a smile.

Milo: Yeah.

Gwen: You’re such a horrible liar.

Milo scoffs before sighing; he’s surprised at how observant Gwen truly is.

Milo: I think the band is breaking up.

Gwen: *shocked* What? What happened?

Milo: Pep and I got into this huge fight at last week’s rehearsal, and both Nicki and Danny walked out… well, Nicki walked out, Danny followed behind her.

Gwen: What did Nicki say?

Milo: She’s just tired of Pep and I always fighting about something. I don’t blame her though; I’d be fed up if I was constantly in the middle between two best friends–

Gwen: *protective* You keep throwing around the fact that you two are best friends, but Milo I have to be honest with you; you guys seem like you are far from being that.

Milo: *defensive* It’s complicated, Gwen–

Gwen: It shouldn’t be.

Milo takes a moment to look at Gwen, trying to understand what Gwen was truly trying to say.

Gwen: I don’t mean to cross your boundaries, but it upsets me that you and her throw around this “best friend” word and you guys are constantly fighting–

Milo scrunches his eyebrows, confused.

Milo: “Her?”

Gwen: *annoyed* Yeah, in the girls’ bathroom, she made sure I understood that she was your best friend.

Milo grows annoyed at the revelation.

Gwen: *crosses arms* She’s made it very clear that she doesn’t like me.

Milo: You haven’t done anything to make her not like you though.

Gwen: I think she just doesn’t like the fact that you hang out with other people outside of your circle.

Milo: *annoyed* She hangs out with people outside of our circle all the time–

Gwen: I’m not telling you who you should hang out with or not, but if I’m being completely honest with you; she’s not your best friend. Why should you continue to act like you guys are best friends, when you’re not even allowed to do half of the things she does? It’s not right.

Milo sighs, taking Gwen’s words into consideration. He looks at Gwen one more time; she seems concerned rather than jealous or upset.

Milo: Let’s forget about Pep. Let’s forget about the band, school; everything that isn’t serving us purpose right now.

Gwen’s face softens up once she sees Milo smile at her. She sighs, looking out at the park, noticing the sun was beginning to set. Milo still looks at her.

Milo: Thanks.

Gwen: *turns around* For what?

Milo: For showing me what a best friend really looks like.

Gwen is taken back by Milo‘s statement. Milo smiles at Gwen, reassuring her thoughts. She smiles back.

Gwen: I just… really care about you. You’re not like any other person I know, so it hurts me when someone takes advantage of that.

Milo: *confused* Of what?

Gwen: Of your heart. You have such a big heart, and you care about the people you love so deeply, you sometimes don’t see that people can take that for granted. People think they have all this time in the world to get themselves together, like time is something that is granted for us.

Milo: I mean, we’re only 15, Gwen–

Gwen turns her head to face Milo, now serious. Milo instantly regrets what he said, knowing what Gwen meant by her response.

Gwen: I have to think this way, or else my life would’ve been meaningless. I accepted the fact that there’s going to be a lot of things I won’t get to experience, but that doesn’t mean that I live each and every day not doing the things I want to do, or say things without thinking there aren’t consequences behind them.

She looks at Milo as she speaks.

Gwen: Just know that I see how big your heart is, and I appreciate that you decided to go along with it and… even become my best friend.

Milo is now the one taken back by Gwen’s words. He starts feeling butterflies in his stomach when he’s with her. Milo gets up from the bench, gathering his bags. Gwen looks at him, confused.

Gwen: Are you leaving?

Milo: We’re going to Battery Park.

Gwen: *confused* For what?

Milo grabs Gwen’s hand, helping her up from the bench. He looks in her eyes, noticing how violet the color is in her eyes.

Milo: To see the sunset.

Milo continues to hold Gwen’s hand, power walking out of the park to go to the train station. Gwen doesn’t hesitate; she lets Milo lead the way.

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Tape #41: Meeting Adjourned in the Girls’ Room.

The door to the girl’s bathroom swings open, and Jennifer immediately sees Nicki talking to another girl in front of the mirrors. Nicki notices Jennifer and immediately stops talking. The other girl turns around to look at Jennifer, and then leaves the bathroom after saying goodbye to Nicki. Once the door closes, Jennifer walks up to Nicki.

Jennifer: Since when are you friendly with Stella?

Nicki: *dismissive* She’s in my band class.

Jennifer: Seems like everyone is in your band class…

Nicki: *faces Jennifer* What is that suppose to mean?

Jennifer: I don’t know, the fact that Milo’s new best friend was introduced to him because of you kind of bothers me; him lashing out on me because of Nate didn’t make you walk out of our band rehearsal but as soon as I mention Gwen, now you’re quitting.

Nicki turns the faucet off and turns her body toward Jennifer, giving her her undivided attention.

Nicki: No, it was just my last straw between you two. Seriously Pep, I am so tired of hearing you and Milo go back and forth because you two refuse to talk things out like actual friends and leaving me in the middle of it all.

Jennifer: *defensive* So me securing a rehearsal space for our band wasn’t enough for you to understand that the way Milo was reacting was uncalled for?

Nicki: I’m not saying I’m siding with Milo, I’m saying that you two are either friends, or you’re not.

Nicki walks away to grab paper towels to dry her hands; Jennifer walks in front of her to keep her from avoiding the conversation.

Jennifer: Did he tell you we weren’t friends anymore?

Nicki: *annoyed* No, Pep; but considering you two fight over the dumbest things really questions whether or not you two should stay friends. I mean honestly; when was the last time we all even went to the pizza shop after school and hung out? When was the last time you had anything to say about Milo that wasn’t you venting about a fight you had?

Jennifer: *defensive* Milo is always too busy to just casually hang out after school anymore, hence why we only ever see him in band rehearsals that he does nothing but complain at—

Nicki: Then talk to him if that bothers you, y’know, something that I do whenever you and Milo go off on each other for no real reason.

Nicki walked away from Jennifer and exited the bathroom, leaving Jennifer standing there by herself. As she began to walk out of the bathroom, she bumps into Gwen, entering the bathroom.

Gwen: Oh! S-sorry…

Gwen kept her head down, walking past Jennifer. Jennifer turns back around, changing her mind.

Jennifer: No worries, Gwen… you just seem to always insert yourself in the wrong places…

Gwen scrunched her eyebrows as she looked at Jennifer, not appreciating her side comment. Jennifer rolls her eyes as she washes her hands.

Jennifer: By the way, if you so happen to see Milo today—which I know your probably will— tell him that his best friend was looking for him.

Gwen: *mumbles* Best friend…

Jennifer hears Gwen and turns back around.

Jennifer: Yeah, his best friend.

Gwen doesn’t say anything back; she looks at Jennifer as she speaks.

Jennifer: Thanks for relaying the message.

Jennifer continues to walk out of the bathroom has the bell rings Gwen looks back before she exits the girls’ bathroom as well.

Jennifer walks into her bedroom and notices her sister, Maryette, lying on her side of the room. She rolls her eyes as she sits at her desk, turning on her computer.

Maryette: Mom said she’s waiting for an important call and that we can’t use the computer.

Jennifer: Whatever.

Maryette: It’s true! She’s supposed to get an important call from the doctor and—

Jennifer: I don’t care; shut up already—

Maryette: I’m telling mom!

Jennifer: Don’t you have anything better to do than to be in my business?!

Maryette: You’re not allowed to be on the computer!

The girls start arguing with each other until their mother comes into the room to investigate what is going on.

Lydia: Hey, hey! What is going on in here?

Maryette: Pep is using the coomputer after you said that we couldn’t go on it and she isn’t listening and is—

Lydia: Mars, why don’t you go downstairs with Aunt Gabby and get some ice cream with her and Matt?

Maryette: *sighs* Fine.

Maryette walks out of the room; Lydia closes the door behind her and sits on the edges of the bed, facing Jennifer.

Lydia: Is everything okay, Peppie?

Jennifer: I’m fine.

Lydia: Well, as you know; Milo is going to be staying with us for the week while his parents are away on a business trip.

Jennifer: *annoyed* Don’t they have other people that can watch him while they’re away? Why does it always have to be us?

Lydia: Because you two have been best friends since you were kids? Are you and Milo fighting?

Jennifer: I don’t want to talk about it.

Lydia: Okay… well, Milo is coming over after school tomorrow, so whatever you two are going through, please try to put it behind you or the time being.

Lydia gets up from the bed and walks towards the bedroom door.

Lydia: *turns around to face Jennifer* I am waiting for a call, so if you can wait a few before logging onto the computer, it would be greatly appreciated.

Jennifer huffs and crosses her arms as her mother leaves the room. He looks into her book bag and takes out her Sidekick, flipping it open to check her messages. She sees a message from Nate on AIM.

GuitarNate92: hey jennifer; wanna stop by the rehearsal space after school tomorrow?

Jennifer smiles and begins to write back.

XxChilliPepxX: sure! I’ll meet u after school near the vocal room 🙂

Jennifer sends the message and smiles, excited to spend more time with Nate,

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Tape #40: The Feeling of Unexpected Happiness.

Milo is seen walking into Biology, clearly not in the greatest mood. He walks over to his desk without saying a word to any of his classmates, takes out his books, and leans his head on his arm against the desk. Gwen watches as he does, sensing that something is wrong.

Gwen: *softly* Hey, Milo.

Milo: *looks up* Hey.

Gwen: Are you okay?

Milo sighs, as he leans on the back of his chair.

Milo: It’s been a rough week.

Gwen: *sympathetic* You want to talk about it?

Milo: I’m thankful that you let me vent, but you’re probably tired of me venting about the same issues over and over again.

The teacher walks into the class and lets the class know that the lecture will begin shortly. The two teens turn their heads back to face each other.

Gwen: *whispers* I don’t mind, if that’s what you’re worried about. This is what friends do for each other.

Milo looks at Gwen; the word “friend” rings in his ear. He hasn’t really thought much about Gwen being one of his friends. He smiles hearing Gwen say it though. She notices him smiling.

Gwen: What?

Milo: Are you busy today after school?

Gwen: *shakes her head* Fridays are my days off from my extracurricular activities. Why?

Milo: *teases* I mean, what else do friends do after school on a Friday afternoon? *waits a moment* Hang out.

Gwen rolled her eyes and laughed. Milo smiled in return.

Gwen: I would love to hang out after school. *light bulb goes off* Oh! We can hang out in the treehouse!

Milo: *confused* The treehouse? Is that some sort of exclusive club or something?

Gwen: *laughs* No, it’s literally just a treehouse. Meet me after school today near the bus stop going towards uptown.

Milo smiles at Gwen, appreciating her support. The teacher quiets the class down and begins the biology lesson for the day.

Milo and Gwen are walking in a suburban neighborhood; completely different than his own. He looks around the houses, noticing just how big they are. Milo is taken back by the nice area he and Gwen are walking in.

Shortly after, the teens stop at a house in the middle of the street. A huge tree sits in the front yard; Milo notices the white treehouse within the tree. He finally puts two-and-two together.

Milo: Oh, you literally meant a treehouse!

Gwen laughs as she starts walking towards the ladder attached to the tree trunk. Milo watches her climb up before pushing open a panel to enter. She pops her head out for the opening, looking down at Milo who is still standing on the ground.

Gwen: Come!

Milo nervously starts climbing the ladder, not knowing what to expect once he gets to the top. Shortly after, Milo crawls in from the panel and sits on the floor of the treehouse. He observes the things that live in the treehouse: a tiny bookshelf with magazines and books, some pillows against the corner of the treehouse, and some Christmas lights that wrap around the ceiling. He takes everything in awe.

Milo: *looks around* This is so dope.

Milo looks at the books on the bookshelf; he notices the title of one of the books.

Milo: To Kill A Mockingbird. We’re reading this in our English class.

Gwen: *nods* It’s one of my favorites. I keep most of my favorite books up here to reread.

Milo: Reread? You mean you already finished it?

Gwen: I read it in middle school in my ELA honors class. That same year, I asked my mom if she could buy me the book for my own collection for my 13th birthday.

Milo is shocked to have learned that Gwen already read the book the rest of their grade was currently reading in school. Gwen pulls out other books from her shelf; some in which are thicker than any book Milo has read before.

Milo: Where do you even find the time to read all these books with your busy schedule?

Gwen: I don’t really read in my free time anymore, but I used to read a lot when I was in and out of treatments at the hospital.

Milo looks up at Gwen, knowing exactly what she was talking about.

Gwen: I didn’t do much of my extracurricular activities in the beginning, and I wasn’t in school that much because of the treatments and constant appointments. I read books in my free time; in a way, it sometimes felt better to live in the world of these different characters than my own, especially on the days where I felt the weakest.

Milo listens as Gwen continues to speak, taking in her story that he appreciates her telling him about. Trusting him with.

Milo: Was the treehouse always here?

Gwen: My dad built it when I was in elementary school, but I was too afraid of heights for the first year. Eventually, it started to fall apart and my parents were thinking about taking it down completely, but after I came home from the hospital after my first treatment, he rebuilt it for me. That summer, it became my favorite place to read, and then later practice violin in.

Milo: I bet this was a popular hangout spot for you and your fiends when it was first built—

Gwen: I never had anyone else up here before. *looks at Milo* You’re the first.

Milo looks at Gwen, taking back by the revelation. She smiles at him before putting her books back on the shelf. Milo watches her do so.

Milo: My dad wouldn’t ever done something like this for me. He never had anyone else interest in knowing the things I was passionate about.

Gwen turns her head to look at Milo.

Gwen: Surely he had to, otherwise you wouldn’t be in such a prestigious program like Waverly’s.

Milo: My dad was never nice to me. He always acted like everything I liked or did was wrong in his eyes. Anything that went against his own wishes meant going against him.

Gwen stays silent, not knowing what to say next. Milo sighs.

Milo: I always felt like something was wrong with me too. Like, why wouldn’t my own dad sacrifice some of his duties to come and support my activities? At least my mom tries to make them, even though her and my dad are business partners and work in the same company. They aren’t around a lot of the time, which means I’m usually the oddball out in Pep’s family.

Gwen: You stay with them when your parents are away?

Milo nods.

Milo: Yesterday, Pep threw the fact about my dad to my face in front of band practice after disagreeing with her about something she was doing. I guess it just made me feel shitty afterwards knowing my own best friend would stoop so low and throw it in my face; that my dad couldn’t care less about me.

As Milo sighs and takes a deep breath, Gwen places her hand on top of his for reassurance.

Gwen: I’m sorry that you went through that. It’s not cool for her to expose your story like that after trusting her with it. But even if you are hurt by her words or it’s now making you think worse of yourself, remember that you are not the horrible things people tell you out of anger.

Milo: But what if it is true? What if the things you judge yourself for are the same things someone says out loud about you?

Gwen: It’s not true. Now, I don’t know why things were said to you or what kind of things you tell yourself, but I can tell you that you are not those horrible things. You are extremely talented and passionate. You are smart about things that most of us are not smart about. You are driven to do bigger and better things, all while still trying to figure yourself out. Most importantly, you are trustworthy, caring, and a great friend.

Gwen looks at Milo before continuing.

Gwen: I… never really had a friend like you before.

Milo: *smiles* Same here.

The two teens look at each other intently, sharing a connection. They slowly leaned into each other and gently kiss each other for on the lips. The kiss only breaks up once a woman’s voice is heard calling out Gwen’s name.

Gwen: Fuck—

Milo is taken back but the sequence of events; first kissing Gwen, hearing Gwen cuss for the first time, and then Gwen forcefully pushing his head and body down toward the floor of the treehouse, hiding him from the woman outside.

Gwen: *pokes head out of window* Yes, mom?

Gwen’s mom: Dinner will be ready in about 10 minutes; it’s time to come in for the day and wash up.

Gwen: Coming!

Gwen’s mom walks back into the house; Gwen lets out a sigh of relief and helps Milo get up from the ground.

Gwen: *turns red* I… am so sorry about that, I didn’t mean to crush you like that!

Milo started laughing, which made Gwen started laughing along too; easing the shock of what just happened between them not too long ago.

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Tape #39: The One Where Band Practice Was *Super* Awkward.

Milo, Jennifer, and the rest of the band enter the rehearsal space. The teens look around, observing their surroundings before setting their bags down. Milo walks over to the music stands to begin setting up for band practice.

Nicki: This is such a huge space! *to Jennifer* Does Nate and his brothers host rehearsals for the New York Philharmonic or something?

Jennifer laughs as she rolls her eyes.

Jennifer: Dude, this is going to be the space where stardom is born; I can feel it!

Milo rolls his eyes as he continued to set up. He takes one of the microphone stands from the storage closet and brings it to the center.

Nicki: Thanks for helping us get the rehearsal space! I feel like this space is going to inspire us to put on even a bigger and better performance.

Milo: *annoyed* Alright, the space isn’t that great.

Nicki looks at Jennifer; Jennifer rolls her eyes as she started to get her things together for the practice. Nicki looks at Danny, sharing a confused look on their faces.

Milo: Alright, we’re going to start off the practice with “Once Again”.

Milo looks around the space for a microphone.

Milo: We need a microphone; where do they keep the microphones?

Jennifer: I don’t know, he—

Milo: We need microphones in order to practice; why wouldn’t he have the mics out already—

Jennifer: *annoyed* Take a chill pill; I’ll go ask somebody if they can help us get the microphones—

Milo: *mumbles* So unprofessional.

Jennifer turns around and looks at Milo. She shakes her head and leaves the rehearsal room. Nicki is now annoyed at Milo.

Nicki: Cool it, Milo.

Milo: *dismissive* Whatever.

Shortly after, Jennifer comes back into the space; this time she is accompanied by Nate. Milo is fuming in his place.

Jennifer: *talking to Nate* So, yeah; we were looking to see where you kept the mics for rehearsals?

Nate greets everyone in the space; Milo is the only one that doesn’t greet him back.

Nate: Uhm, yeah; they should be in the tech closet that Milo is near.

The teens look at the closet next to Milo. Milo turns the knob of the closet door and opens it without any issues.

Jennifer: Ugh, you’re a lifesaver, Nate! Thanks again for letting us rehearse in here today.

Nate: No problem! I’m here if you guys need anything else. *looks at Jennifer* you know where to find me.

Nate walks out of the rehearsal space as everyone said their ‘goodbyes’; of course, Milo doesn’t say anything.

Milo: Alright, let’s finally rehearse that number after killing half of our rehearsal time looking for these dumb mics.

Jennifer rolls her eyes and walks to her position next to the microphone stand. There’s clearly tension in the space between Milo and Jennifer. Danny doesn’t intervene, but the tension continues to bother Nicki throughout the practice.

Milo begins to count down the rest of the band to start the song, Nicki, Danny, and Milo begin playing their instruments. Jennifer stands there, not really feeling the lyrics of the song. Milo watches Jennifer sing the song without any passion behind the words, ultimately halting the rehearsal process.

Milo: Stop, stop, stop. *to Jennifer* Yo Pep, you’re good?

Jennifer: Great, actually. I don’t think the lyrics to this song are any good.

Nicki and Danny watch the two teens go off on each other. Nicki especially knows the severely of Jennifer’s comment.

Milo: Oh really?

Jennifer: Yes, really. Like what is even “I woke up today, I woke up wide awake” even mean? Isn’t that a bit repetitive?

Milo: *annoyed* It’s a song, not a friggin’ ELA essay; it’s not suppose to make sense—

Jennifer: It should still make some sort of sense if we’re trying to portray an image to our audience. *goes on a tangent* The other day, I was hanging out with Nate while he was writing lyrics for a song and I was able to visibly see the image through the words that he was writing.

Milo: *annoyed* Well maybe then you should be the lead singer in his band instead of ours… Oh, wait; they already have a lead singer and it’s not you.

Jennifer: *defensive* Maybe you should get tutoring from Nate to write— oh, wait; you’re not in AP English with Nate for him to even help you.

Milo: If you don’t want to be in this band, then why are you even here?

Jennifer: If you didn’t want me to be in this band, then why did you ask for my hep to find us a space to rehearse?

Milo: You were the one that didn’t want to do them in your garage because your dad is around now and you hate his guts—

Nicki: *scolds* Milo!

Jennifer: *to Nicki* Don’t even bother, let him speak his mind! *to Milo* Your parents have a whole basement we can use but your dad is always complaining how his son is talentless and wasting his place playing in some stupid band!

Nicki: Pep!

Milo: *to Nicki* Nah, it’s fine! Let her talk! Let her try to explain her plan when this guy breaks her heart like the 15 other guys she’s crushed on in the past and come back to me crying as if I haven’t warned her for the first 14 times that these guys want nothing but a girl who comes off as being easy!

Jennifer: Like Gwen, right?

Milo is taken back by Jennifer’s comment since it came out of nowhere. Nicki is now furious and begins to pack up her things. Jennifer and Milo both look at Nicki as she does.

Nicki: I quit.

Jennifer: What do you mean you quit?

Nicki: I mean I quit! I am not going to be a part of this band where you guys do nothing but yell at each other an come for each other’s heads when I’m working my ass off getting us these gigs in the first place! You guys can figure out a bassist for this show, because I refuse to keep being in the middle of you two and your stupid arguments!

Milo: Nicki, you don’t mean that—

Nicki: Watch me.

Nicki storms out of the rehearsal space as Milo and Jennifer watch. Danny begins to pack his things up too.

Jennifer: *to Danny* You’re not staying either?

Danny takes a moment before he answers Jennifer’s question.

Danny: With all due respect, I think you guys have to figure out your issues before all of us can come together as a band. I’m here to play some music and do something fun with Nicki and you guys, but if Nicki’s backing out of the band, then I am too.

Jennifer: Dude, are you serious?

Danny nodded his head as he walked out of the rehearsal space as well. Jennifer and Milo stand in the space, feeling awkward. Milo shook his head as he started to get his things together. Before he leaves he space, he hands Jennifer a twenty dollar bill, paying for the rented space.

Milo: Tell Nate we’re not gonna be needing the space for practice anymore.

Milo walks out of the rehearsal room; his mind is racing at 100 miles per hour, thinking about everything that was said today.

Milo: *confused* Why would she even mention Gwen?

Milo flipped open his Sidekick and immediately went on AIM to see if Nicki was still logged in. She wasn’t. He took a deep breath and sees an unread message from Gwen from an half an hour ago.

GwennyPenny: I hope band practice is going well, rockstar! XD

Milo smiled at the message and then immediately signs, not answering the instant message.

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Tape #38: Besties Breaking Free (From Each Other)

Milo walks into his Biology class and smiles once he sees Gwen sitting at his table. He immediately takes the seat across from her , which makes Gwen look up from her notebook.

Gwen: *smiles* Hey, Milo.

Milo: *points at her notebook* Writing the scientific formula to cure world hunger?

Gwen: *laughs* What does one have to do with the other?

Milo: I don’t know, doesn’t the earth eat due to photosynthesis or something?

Gwen ponders on the thought, amused.

Gwen: That somehow made sense, but you clearly need more tutoring if you’re looking to be in Chemistry with me next year.

Milo raises an eyebrow and smiles as Gwen giggles.

Milo: Oh I will, only if the smartest girl the world is the one tutoring me.

Gwen: *sarcastic* You have Marilyn vos Savant as a tutor? I’m totally jealous.

Milo laughs at Gwen’s joke, feeling amused by her intelligence-related humor.

Milo: That’s a good one; and something that we are learning in our history class.

Gwen: It’s literally freshman social studies, Milo.

Milo: So what? It;s still something that I was able to remember from being in that boring class.

Gwen smiles and rolls her eyes, continues to write in her notebook. Milo watches her as she does.

Milo: Do you ever read back on your class notes?

Gwen: *confused* Why wouldn’t I?

Milo: I mean, you simply just know everything, even without the teacher actually teaching it to us first.

Gwen: I always read back on my notes; that’s how I learn the information. *teases* You should try it sometime.

Milo sucks his teeth as Gwen laughs; he doesn’t take her words too seriously.

Gwen: Enough about me; you and your band have practice later today?

Milo: *shocked* How did you know I had band practice today?

Gwen: Because it’s Wednesday, and you tell me your band always has practice on Wednesdays, of course with the exception of school performances or something else.

Milo smiles at Gwen as she speaks. He’s still pretty shocked that Gwen remembers the things that he would’ve deemed as miscellaneous information.

Gwen: *nervous* What? Is my hair okay?

Milo: *snaps out of it* Yeah no, your hair is fine. I was just thinking about something else is all.

The bell rings, and the teacher begins to teach the class. While Gwen is focused in on what’s being taught, Milo finds himself looking at Gwen every now and then, smiling whenever she would raise her hand and answer a question correctly.

Jennifer is seen opening her locker door during passing, getting the textbooks needed for the next class. She drops something on the floor as she opens it, realizing that she must have overstuffed her locker from the previous period.

Jennifer: *annoyed* Ugh, son of a—

As she bend down to pick it, up, she is startled when she sees Nate appear out of nowhere.

Jennifer: —Nate! Geez! A warning would’ve been nice.

Nate: *teases* But it’s more fun to be a bit spontaneous.

Jennifer cocks an eyebrow and begins to walk down the hall; Nate walks with her.

Nate: Listen, I wanted to talk about what happened at the studio the other night…

Jennifer continues to walk with her head down, listening to Nate as he speaks.

Nate: I didn’t mean to judge you the way I did about your past relationship.

Jennifer stops in place, finally turning to Nate.

Jennifer: I’m listening.

Nate: *sighs* I’m sorry for the way that I acted. The truth is that it bothered me that my brothers knew about you and Danny before you told me, but then I realized that I have no right in being mad at you for not telling me something. It’s not like you’re my girlfriend or something.

Jennifer seems slightly disappointed, but acts cordial.

Jennifer: Yeah.

Nate: And I really hope you still would like for me to come to your band’s show in a couple of weeks to see what you guys have been working on, if that’s okay with you.

Jennifer ponders the thought and sighs. She faintly puts on a smile, hiding her true feelings.

Jennifer: Of course; that’s what friends do.

Nate leans in to give Jennifer a hug, in which she quickly reciprocates one back to Nate. In the sidelines of the hallway, Milo catches them in the act. He rolls his eyes and walks in the opposite direction.

Milo: And she was all over him!

Milo and Nicki sit in the hallway, waiting for Jennifer to be dismissed from class.

Nicki: From the sound of it, it looks like it was just a simple, friendly hug.

Milo: *annoyed* Oh, so you’re just going to sit there and pretend Pep isn’t crushing on Nate?

Nicki: And even if she was, what does that have to do with you? I understand your dislike for Danny; but you barely even know Nate besides him being a dual major like you.

Milo: I don’t trust any guy that calls himself a musician just to impress girls—

Nicki: … you do understand that you are also a musician, right?

Milo: Yeah, but I don’t use it to get girls to talk to me.

Nicki cooks up an eyebrow, crossing her arms along her chest.

Nicki: Yeah? So your “friendship” with Gwen is just a friendship?

Milo is flustered at the question.

Milo: Yes, Nic. I’m not out here trying to hook up with every pretty girl in our grade—

Nicki: *shocked* You think Gwen is pretty?!

Milo: *nervous* I mean, she’s okay—

Nicki: Milo, you’ve never called a girl that you didn’t like ‘pretty’ before. Plus, I didn’t think Gwen was your type—

Milo: *defensive* She’s not, but I’m a guy; of course I’m going to think girls are pretty.

Nicki lets the conversation go once she sees Jennifer walk out of the vocal room. Milo is relieved: perfect timing.

Jennifer: Hey, Nic! *looks at Milo* Milo.

Milo: Pep.

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Tape #37: An Odd Confinement.

Milo sits alone in his usual booth in the pizza parlor, flipping through his binder of sheet music and a pencil in hand. He scribbles and erases on different parts of it, concentrating hard on his task. He’s taken back when he looks up momentarily and sees Gwen walk in, immediately spotting him.

Gwen: Hey.

Milo: Hey.

Gwen: *looks around* I’m shocked to see you here by yourself.

Milo: *scoffs* I’m not.

Milo sighs and continues to work in his binder. Gwen awkwardly stands there, watching Milo. Milo looks up, realizing Gwen is there.

Milo: You can sit with me if you’d like.

Gwen doesn’t say anything; she sits down in the booth with Milo, looking at his binder as he continues working.

Gwen: It seems like you’re really into what you’re working on. Is that for class?

Milo: *shakes his head* For the band… I don’t even know why I’m still working on this anyway, to be honest.

Gwen: Is it something that needs to get done?

Milo: *annoyed* Yeah, and only I give a shit about it whereas my bandmates just get to do whatever they want to do in their free time.

Milo notices his aggression when Gwen winces at his words.

Milo: Sorry. It was a rough day.

Gwen: I know… it’s why I came here in the first place; to check on you to see if you were okay.

Milo looks up at Gwen, surprised she would even do something like that for him.

Milo: You saw what happened today in lunch?

Gwen nods her head; Milo sighs.

Milo: Sorry you had to see that… Pep– I mean, Jennifer–

Gwen: I know that’s “Pep” to you.

Milo pauses before continuing.

Milo: Yeah. Pep can be a handful at times.

Gwen’s facial expression agrees with Milo, which makes Milo immediately retract his words.

Milo: I mean, she’s my best friend and her decisions are sometimes questionable–

Gwen: You mean you tell her you don’t like something she is doing and she ignores you?

Milo: *defensive* It’s not as simple as that.

Gwen nods, awkwardly looking toward the front window before she speaks.

Gwen: I don’t know Jennifer well, but from what you’ve told me about her and just seeing you guys argue in the lunchroom today, I can see how complicated your friendship can be with her.

Milo: *sighs* Pep always means well, but she has such a thick-skull and thinks she knows everything and goes into shit without thinking twice.

Milo leans forward, seeming more comfortable talking to Gwen about this.

Milo: I mean, if you were a part of a band, would you have gone to some random guy’s private studio to check it out, alone, not even knowing that his older brothers were there too?

Gwen: I mean, I would’ve felt comfortable if my bandmates went with me to check the space out in my opinion–

Milo: That’s what I’m saying! You know Nate Tobias, right?

Gwen: *recalls* Percussion guy with the curly hair in band?

Milo nods his head.

Milo: Apparently his brothers own this private studio and Pep went to check it out the day our ensemble had that performance. Like, she barely knows this guy but feels so comfortable agreeing to go see this studio space and gets mad at me when I call her out on her shit.

Gwen: And that’s what you guys were arguing about in the lunchroom today?

Milo: *nods* Pep is my best friend, but she makes being in a band with her really fucking difficult, especially when she feels like it’s her band just because she’s the face of the group. It was her idea to make Danny Campbell our drummer.

Gwen: *confused* Are you not friends with him?

Milo: Danny is Pep’s ex, and–

Before Milo continues, he’s hesitant about sharing personal information about Jennifer.

Milo: Let’s just say that he was a douchebag, and she just forgave him and then thought it was a brilliant idea to introduce Nicki to him and vote him into our band.

Gwen doesn’t say anything, she sits there and listens.

Milo: She’s my best friend, but I just wished she actually realized that her impulse decision-making affects the people around her.

Gwen: Have you thought about sitting down with her and actually telling her how you feel?

Milo: It’s literally hopeless. She thinks that everything that bothers me stems from jealousy or *air quotes* Me being a hater.

Gwen: *sighs* Milo, I say this as your friend, but you need to realize that you can’t control what Jennifer does. Those are her decisions to make, and thinking that you can persuade her into making decisions that you want her to make is just going to strain your friendship with her.

Milo: I’m not trying to control her–

Gwen: No, but you want her to make decisions that you want her to make.

Gwen smiles and leans forward toward the table.

Gwen: I’m not saying you can’t care for your friends; I know you care about them dearly, but people like Jennifer don’t want to change, and you have to be okay with that.

Milo: *annoyed* I’m not trying to change Pep–

Gwen: You’re trying to prevent her from changing, Milo.

Milo doesn’t say anything, he just sits there and looks at Gwen.

Gwen: I had a friend a lot like Jennifer back in junior high school. She was outspoken and social, but she always appreciated our friendship and found time for us to hang out. But, boys came into the picture, and she became this boy-crazed girl who forgot about her friends.

Gwen adjusts herself in her seat, visibly looking uncomfortable with the topic.

Gwen: Anyway, our hangouts went from every day to every other day, to barely once a week. We began growing apart and that was hard since that’s when I was first diagnosed with this.

Gwen points at her head, referring to her cancer diagnosis.

Gwen: The boy that she was crushing on had a crush on me. I didn’t believe he did, but I saw whenever I was with this friend, he was only interested in talking to me. That made her jealous, which led her to start bullying me.

Milo raises his eyebrows, not knowing this about Gwen. She sighed as she continues.

Gwen: It was horrific. She was my best friend, so her insults weren’t just your typical, generic ones. She cut deep and even took it upon herself to take my wig off one day when this boy came to talk to me. Shouted to the entire class about my diagnosis. It was humiliating.

Milo: I’m sorry you went through that. What happened after that?

Gwen: I was homeschooled for my 8th grade year.

Milo: *surprised* Wait, you didn’t go to another school?

Gwen shakes her head no. Milo is shocked.

Milo: So, you didn’t have, like, a senior trip or go to senior prom?

Gwen looks at Milo; he already knows the answer to his questions. Milo doesn’t say anything else until Gwen starts to talk again.

Gwen: I learned early on that if your friends change, there’s nothing you can do to prevent it. You can’t expect them to still be the version of themselves you know them as, and the more you try to change them back, the more hurt you get in the end.

Milo: Do you know where that girl is now, or–

Gwen nods her head and slightly smiles.

Gwen: The boy too. They date now and go to Waverly.

Milo: *eyes widen* Wait, what?! They go to our school?!

Gwen: *nods* I know you know Greg Stein from band–

Milo: Greg?!

Gwen reacts to Milo’s reaction to hearing Greg’s name.

Gwen: Yeah.

Milo: *in shock* If you’re talking about Greg, that means the girl you’re talking about is–

Gwen tightens her smile straight, sighing afterward.

Gwen: Diana Lopez.

Milo: *dumbfounded* Greg and Diana went to Beverly Junior High; they literally made me and Pep’s a living hell our senior year– *moment of realization* That means you also went to Beverly. What did you major in?

Gwen: Band. I was literally in the same band class as you.

Milo is taken back by the newfound information.

Milo: But, I would’ve known you, I would’ve–

Gwen: It’s fine, Milo. My point is that I tried so hard to change my friends back to what I knew them before, and it literally made me vow to not really make close friends like that ever again.

Milo: I mean, you’re friends with Nicki.

Gwen: She’s more of a bandmate than a friend. *smiles* I don’t spend recess gossiping with her in the schoolyard.

Gwen looks down at her hands, clearly in thought. Milo watches her before he catches her attention.

Milo: Well, people are missing out being your friend, because you’ve been a really good one to me.

Gwen looks up and smiles, appreciating Milo’s words.

Milo: And if I wasn’t so caught up in whatever it was back in Beverly, I would’ve definitely been your friend back then too.

Gwen: *smiles* Same here.

The two teens share a moment of silence until Gwen’s phone rings for a notification. She looks down at her phone, sighing before putting it back in her pocket.

Gwen: I have to go; my mom is waiting for me at the doctor’s office.

Milo: Is she okay?

Gwen: *corrects* It’s my appointment.

Milo gets the hint, nodding his head in understanding. Gwen gets up from the booth, gathers her bookbag and things, and begins to say her goodbyes.

Gwen: I’ll see you in school tomorrow–

Before Gwen walks away, Milo calls out for her.

Milo: Hey.

Gwen turns around.

Milo: Thanks for letting me confine in you.

Gwen smiles.

Gwen: That’s what friends are for.

Gwen turns back around and walks out of the pizza parlor. Milo watches her walk away from the place through the window. He clearly is now deep in thought about her.

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Tape #36: Bummer Buddies Brawl.

Nicki and Danny walk hand-in-hand in the lunchroom towards the groups’ usual table. She stops in front of it when seeing Milo and Jennifer sitting there, looking bummed out.

Nicki: *nervous* Hey, guys.

Milo & Jennifer: *monotone* Hey.

Nicki looks up at Danny, and Danny looks down at her. He clears his throat before anything else.

Danny: I’m going to practice in the West Wing for class; I’ll see you guys later. *to Nicki* Bye, babe.

Milo and Jennifer look shocked after Danny’s “babe” comment.

Nicki: Bye.

Nicki turns back around to see Milo and Jennifer staring her down.

Nicki: What?

Milo: “Babe?”

Nicki: It’s a nickname–

Jennifer: For a girlfriend.

Nicki doesn’t say anything. Jennifer sighs, adjusting in her seat.

Jennifer: Must be nice to have someone actually like you for you and not judge you for your past.

Nicki, confused, is speechless at first.

Nicki: Thank you?

Milo: I agree; it must feel good to have someone actually not think you’re this big, bad villain of some sort.

Jennifer: Right? Like I’m sorry I’m not this perfect human being that can always meet your perfect expectations all the time!

Milo: Exactly! Like don’t make me out to be this mean and nasty person when really you’re just reading into things too much!

Jennifer: Dude, finally! Someone who just gets it!

Milo smiled slightly, looking at Jennifer as she spoke.

Nicki: *uncomfortable* Okay… I guess things have been… challenging for the both of you.

Jennifer: *to Nicki* Boys just suck, that’s it.

Milo looks at Jennifer, confused to what Jennifer was talking about.

Nicki: What happened?

Jennifer: I met up with Nate to see the rehearsal space for these next couple of practices–

Milo: *interrupts* Wait, what rehearsal space?

Nicki and Jennifer looked at Milo.

Jennifer: *sighs* I went out with Nate this past weekend to check out his studio space.

Milo: *concerned* By yourself?

Jennifer: *annoyed* Why wouldn’t I? You were busy doing your band class crap–

Milo: You mean my performance–

Jennifer: Whatever. *looks at Nicki* Anyway, Nate had his brothers there, you know the ones in his band?

Milo: *annoyed* You were by yourself with three other guys?

Nicki and Jennifer turn their heads to look at Milo. Jennifer, visibly annoyed, turns her entire body toward him.

Jennifer: Yeah, and what about it?

Milo: *growing angry* The fact that you’re alone with three dudes that you barely know wasn’t a concern for you?

Jennifer: What, you think I was gonna let them “gang-bang” me or something?

Milo furiously gets up from his seat, grabbing his stuff from the table.

Nicki: Pep!

Jennifer: What? It sounds like Milo is implying that I would just let any cute, random guys bang me—

Milo: Do you even have a fucking brain in that thick skull of yours?! You don’t know Nate. He sings a couple of lines in vocal and you just fucking swoon for him—

Jennifer: *gets up* No, you don’t know Nate, and think every guy with an instrument in their hand also has their other hand up my skirt or something!

Nicki: *nervously* Guys, please—

The bickering is now causing the lunchroom to look in Milo and Jennifer’s direction.

Milo: I don’t have to know a guy to see that they invited you to his private rehearsal space, alone, without the rest of the band, just to check out the place—

Jennifer: And clearly you don’t know me to see that I wouldn’t just let some guy take control over me like that—

Milo: You did once, what’s not a second time?

Jennifer slaps Milo across the face, which now has the lunchroom rowdy in excitement. Milo holds the spot on his face where Jennifer slapped him.

Milo: *in shock* Did you really just fucking slap me?

Jennifer: Fuck you, Milo! You’re just jealous because every girl that you ever liked never liked you back! Get over it and stop projecting your insecurities onto me!

Milo walks up to Jennifer, sizing her up. He wouldn’t hit her, but he’s also fuming in anger for what she said.

Milo: So that’s how you feel, huh?

Jennifer: Yeah, and what are you gonna do about it?!

The two teens continue to yell at each other before two of the lunch aides break up the fight. One of them takes Milo in one direction, the other takes Jennifer outside of the lunchroom. Jennifer is still shouting as she gets escorted out, Milo puts his hands up for the lunch aide, letting her know he’s fine.

Milo looks at Nicki, sitting at the lunch table with her hand on her head. She shakes her head before looking back up at Milo.

Nicki: Why didn’t you just let her speak, Milo?

Milo: *defensive* Am I the only one that cares about Pep’s well being whenever she’s out doing crazy shit?

Nicki: *upset* Milo! She’s not yours to protect!

Milo and Nicki stare at each other momentarily. Milo knows what Nicki meant by that.

Milo: She’s my best friend, I’m suppose to look after her—

Nicki: If you don’t drop your feelings for Pep, you’re going to end up ruining your friendship with her.

Nicki walks away from Milo, leaving him alone in the lunchroom. Everyone goes back to their tables after the fight ends, and Milo is left standing there. He grabs his things and decides to leave the lunchroom for the day. As he passes the table closest to the exit, he notices Gwen sitting there, looking at him.

She definitely just witnessed this whole mess go down.

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Tape #35: Jate? Nennifer?

Jennifer walks into a rehearsal space with a guy her age; he has brown, curly hair and is wearing a collared shirt and vest with skinny jeans. He’s totally Jennifer’s type. She walks around the rehearsal space, observing the instruments and microphones at the corner of the room. She turns around and looks at the boy.

Jennifer: Nate, this rehearsal space is sick.

Nate: Thanks, my brothers rent it out whenever we have a band practice.

Jennifer: Do they also go to Waverly?

Nate: Just Jason, he’s a senior.

Jennifer: *teases* He must be so excited that his baby brother is a freshman at Waverly.

Jennifer laughs as Nate deadpans.

Nate: It must be nice being the oldest sibling, huh?

Jennifer: *sighs* Not really. It just means that you get blamed for every little thing the younger siblings do.

Nate: How many siblings you have?

Jennifer looks at Nate and doesn’t immediately answer the question.

Jennifer: I have one younger sister, but my mom is having another baby.

Nate nods his head, Jennifer coughs and changes the subject.

Jennifer: Anyway, Indigo’s Chemistry is having a show in a couple weeks at the Oxygen Lounge; I would love for you to come out and see us.

Nate: *teases* See us, or see you?

Jennifer’s face turns red; blushing hard at Nate’s flirty statement.

Jennifer: Musically, us. Personally; me.

Nate starts laughing as Jennifer looks at Nate; hearts in her eyes.

Nate: Well I’m just going to have to stop by and see you perform with your band.

The two teens look at each other before slowly going in for a kiss. It was an innocent one, quickly pulling away once their lips touched.

Nate: *shy* I’m sorry, I– uhm–

Jennifer: *shy* No, it’s okay! I-uhm–

The two teens stop talking and just look at each other. Jennifer starts the conversation.

Jennifer: I think you’re really cute, Nate. You’re passionate about your music and you’re sweet and kind and– *sighs* And I like you.

Nate widens his eyes, seeming shocked with Jennifer’s confession. Jennifer reads Nate’s body language in a negative way.

Jennifer: I understand if you don’t see me the same way, I–

Nate: No, no it’s not that; it’s just…

Nate looks at Jennifer before he continues.

Nate: I didn’t know that you felt that way.

Jennifer: And?

Nate: And…

Jennifer was getting annoyed, feeling stupid for sharing something to Nate that he didn’t agree with.

Jennifer: It’s fine, Nate; I get it–

Nate: No, wait–

Nate holds out his arm to reach Jennifer before he walks out of the rehearsal space. She turns around to look at him, clearly upset.

Nate: I like you too, Jennifer.

The two teens look at each other and before they decide to kiss again, the door to the rehearsal space opens up; in walks two older guys that look a lot like Nate.

Nate: Bro, what are you even doing here?

Nate’s older brothers, Devin and Jason, walk up to the two teens; they look at Jennifer before looking back to their baby brother.

Jason: Thomas mentioned you were up here *looks at Jennifer* Who’s your friend?

Jennifer stands near Nate, feeling shy.

Nate: This is Jennifer, she’s in my vocal class and also has a band of her own.

Jennifer: *politely* Hi.

The two brothers wave at Jennifer.

Devin: That’s sick; what’s your band’s name?

Jennifer: Indigo’s Chemistry; Nate was actually going to let our band rehearse here for a couple of nights before our next gig in a few weeks; of course if it’s alright with you–

Jason: Oh! You’re that freshman girl that used to date Danny, right?

Jennifer scrunches her eyebrows, not amused by Jason’s comment. Nate looks at Jennifer; clearly this was information he was aware of.

Jennifer: “Used to”. We’re actually friends now. He’s the drummer in our band–

Nate clears his throat, which makes Jennifer look at Nate.

Nate: Can you give us a moment? I just want to clear up some scheduling stuff with her…

Devin and Jason agree and begin to walk out towards the door to exit.

Devin: It was nice meeting you Jennifer!

Jason: *adds* Nice to finally put a face to the name.

Jennifer doesn’t respond back. Once the door closes, Nate turns to Jennifer to talk.

Nate: You used to go out with Danny Campbell?

Jennifer: It was literally a year ago, Nate. We were young and dumb and stupid and–

Nate: And now you’re friends and he’s in your band? *points out* You know, if you needed a drummer for your band, I would’ve volunteered to be in it.

Jennifer: I know but–

Nate: You decided to choose your ex instead.

Jennifer: Nate, it’s not even like that–

Nate shakes his head, dismissing anything Jennifer had to say.

Nate: I’m gonna tell my brothers that you can have the space for these nights for rehearsal. They should be able to give you the key code to enter–

Jennifer: Nate, are you seriously going to act like this?

Nate: *nonchalant* I have a rehearsal of my own to get to, so I guess I’ll see you in school, Jennifer.

Jennifer takes a moment before she does or says anything else. She gets the message and grabs her bag from the chair.

Jennifer: Bye.

Jennifer walks out of the rehearsal space with her head facing down, wiping any fallen tears away from her face.

Twelve Letters of Lizmas: 2024, y2katalogue: The Tapes

Day 8: Tape #34: Secrecy in the Bandroom.

Milo walks into band class the day of the school trip for their showcase. Everyone is wearing their concert attire, getting ready to get on the coach bus and into the city. Milo looks around trying to spot the one person he’s eager to see. Of course, he is interrupted by Nicki, calling out from him across the room. Milo sighs, walking towards Nicki.

Milo: Hey, Nicki…

Milo notices Danny standing next to Nicki. He swallows his feelings to be cordial.

Milo: *to Danny* Hey, bro.

Danny nods his head, getting him back. Nicki is surprised at the interaction.

Nicki: Is it Groundhogs Day or something?

Milo: *confused* Isn’t that in February?

Nicki: *rolls her eyes* It’s a movie reference, meaning is today not actually a real day that is happening? *laughs* Since when do you say hi to Danny?

Milo: Ever since Pep told me that you two started to officially date.

Nicki’s face turns red.

Nicki: I know, I should’ve told you, but I figured it would be easier if Pep did. You’re not that hard on her when she’s telling you someone else”s business.

Milo: *laughs* I mean, you’re not wrong. But, I promised Pep that I would be nice to him in support of your decision. We’re all friends, and I should support you as one.

Nicki smiles and gives Milo a friendly hug. When they pull away, Milo notices Gwen walk past the teens. Nicki notices.

Nicki: Something tells me you were looking for Gwen.

Milo: *defensive* No, No… I uhm, just wanted to wish her good luck on the showcase today and–

Nicki: You mean the same showcase that you’re performing with her in? Pep told me Gwen was at the pizza place yesterday after school. She said that Gwen was giving off major attitude.

Milo: *rolls her eyes* More like Pep giving it to Gwen. I don’t know why she was even acting that way; Gwen and I are just friends and–

Nicki: Just friends?

Milo takes a moment to speak before he answers. Nicki sighs, already knowing the answer.

Nicki: Can I be honest with you about something, Milo?

Milo: *off-guard* Of course; we’re friends.

Nicki looks at Milo and sighs.

Nicki: I don’t want you to think that liking anyone else but Pep is some sort of crime.

Milo tries to laugh it off.

Milo: What? Where is this even coming from?

Nicki: I see the way you look at Gwen, Milo. And then I see this wave of regret all over your face once you realize that you’re waiting for someone that might not even see you the same way.

Milo doesn’t say anything back; he starts to feel embarrassed.

Nicki: I just don’t want you getting hurt every time she’s crushing on some new dude. One week it’s Charlie, the next week it’s Tony–

Milo: And this week it’s Nate?

Nicki doesn’t answer Milo’s question. It’s enough to confirm his suspicion. He sighs as he looks at Gwen, sitting alone at the other side of the room.

Nicki: I’m just trying to give you some clarity in this situation. Even if it’s Pep, you shouldn’t wait for her to come around if she only sees you as a friend.

Before Milo turns his head around, he gathers himself and outs on a smile; he only then turns around to face Nicki.

Milo: I’m fine, Nic. She’s not keeping me from being with anyone else. But, Gwen and I are truly just friends.

Nicki doesn’t say anything back, but chooses to believe her friend. Milo smiles before he changes the subject.

Milo: But speaking of my friend; I’m going to go and check on her.

Milo turns around and the smile quickly vanishes. He’s visibly hurt, but doesn’t want anyone to know. He walks towards Gwen, putting that same smile on his face.

Milo: *to Gwen* Hey.

Gwen looks up and rolls her eyes. She sighs loudly before she continues tuning her strings on her violin.

Gwen: Your charity work isn’t needed right now; thank you very much.

Milo: *confused* Charity work?

Gwen: *looks back up at Milo* Yeah, the work you do pretending to be my friend when you’re not near your real friends.

Milo sits in the seat next to Gwen; she looks at him baffled.

Milo: I’m not pretending to be your friend. I just told Nicki that–

Gwen: I’m not talking about Nicki. I’m talking about your other friend from the pizza parlor. The red head girl you were with?

Milo: *confused* Pep? I-I mean Jennifer?

Gwen: Yeah, her. Every time she comes around, it’s like you look at me like I’m some groupie for your band. I could care less about the bane that you are in, by the way.

Milo: *defensive* Well if you don’t care about my band, why even come out to support in the first place?

Gwen looks at Milo, visibly angry.

Gwen: Because I thought I was going to support my friend at his show.

Gwen gathers her things and gets up from her seat. Milo sighs before getting up himself, going after Gwen. Gwen exits the room and lets out a deep sigh. Shortly after, the door swings open; it’s Milo.

Milo: Gwen–

Gwen: Just leave me alone, Milo. Clearly you don’t value the friendship as much as I do, but that’s always the case with those in my life.

Milo: Gwen, I–

Gwen: I thought you were different. I thought that you had the same passion for the strings section as me, I thought you weren’t like the other dual majors at Waverly and was actually a humble and nice person. You’re worse than them, because at least they make it known that they are stuck up and snobby!

Milo: *defensive* Is that what you thought about me this entire time? Just some snobby dual majors that thought they were better than everyone else at Waverly?

Gwen doesn’t say anything. She stands there and looks at Milo. That’s confirmation in Milo’s book.

Milo: If that’s what you truly thought of me, then why didn’t you tell me to fuck off or something? Huh?

Gwen: *angry* You still don’t get it, don’t you?!

Milo: Get what?! Stop talking in riddles and just say what you want to say!

Before Gwen can get the words to come out, Mr. Harrison is calling out the students to get ready to exit the school for the school trip. Before Milo can turn around and talk to Gwen, she walks away with her stuff to get in line with the rest of the bandmates. Milo stands there and looks at her before he hears Nicki call his name.

Nicki: Milo!

Nicki brings him her stuff.

Nicki: Next time you leave your things with me to hold onto, I’m charging you by the minute.

Milo doesn’t react to Nicki’s words; he’s too focused on Gwen, watching her wipe her damp cheeks with the sleeve of her sweater.